Ariadne Josef 1946
The
Labyrinth: A Novel Based on a True Story
by
Bertina De Sisto, published by Morris Publishing, November 1995
From
where does bravery come? Is it inbred or is it taught to us when we find
ourselves terrified? In The Labyrinth
Ariadne Josef finds it in the least expected and the worst God forbidden places.
Ariadne
is born in 1924 in Barcelona into a wealthy family with three older, doting
brothers, servants, cooks, gardeners, a housemaid, a governess, and a chauffeur.
Her life lacks for nothing until she turns three and her mother dies of typhoid
fever. Her father, Alphonse Josef, who was born in Holland of Belgian-German
parents, and whose proficiency in ten languages takes him to far away countries
for mysterious employment, becomes her absentee father. Two years later the
grand life she once enjoyed turns to ashes. Her brothers are sent to an
orphanage and she would not see them again until she is 17. Ariadne is left
with her frail, almost blind grandmother who takes her from Barcelona to Malta
and soon teaches her to beg door-to-door. At seven Ariadne is sent to a convent/orphanage
for girls.
Thus
begins the story of the deprivation, sorrow, and loneliness of one little girl
brilliantly reconstructed from Ariadne’s journals.
From
page 12: “It is most significant to me that the very first word I heard and
learned in Maltese was Ja-hassra (a
connotation of compassion, sympathy, and pity) as I was welcomed to the island
at age five by kind people who empathized with my orphaned condition. They
would continue to be sensitive to it even seven years later. When as a
lonesome, defenseless 12-year-old I stood nervously on the ship’s deck, facing
a big, scary world on my own, their concern and doubts about what the future
might hold for me were still visible in their sympathetic farewell expressions
of ‘Ja-hassra’.”
After
five years in the orphanage Ariadne’s father sends for her and she boards a
ship to Marseille, France. Alone on the ten day journey, Ariadne is too timid
and frightened to leave her cabin so the steward brings meals to her along with
writing paper and coloring books. As she disembarks she frantically looks for
her father but is met by the Dutch Consul instead who takes her to a hotel for
a “brief stay”. After 55 days she receives word that she will join her father
in Lisbon. But there she is met again by the Dutch Consul who takes her to a
boardinghouse in Porto where her father is waiting. But he doesn’t meet her at
the door or, after the eight year separation, ‘roll out the red carpet’ as she
expects. Instead she climbs the two flights to his room where he greets her in
a pair of silk pajamas and mohair slippers. The reunion lasts two months before
Alphonse Josef leaves her alone in the boardinghouse. He says he can’t afford
to send her to school and she should go to the library every day and study
geography and history, as well as French, Portuguese, and Spanish. After no
payment arrives for board the housekeeper orders Ariadne to a small room off
the kitchen which she shares with roaches, fleas, bedbugs, and mice.
When
Alphonse returns four months later he takes Ariadne to Covilha then resumes his
journeys. As it happened in Porto it happens again in Covilha, her room can’t
be occupied by a non-paying guest so she is banished to an eight by nine foot
basement dwelling with a dirt floor, eternally dripping ceiling, a damp
mattress, and a blanket put together out of flour sacks. Here she spends the
next eleven months.
In
the midst of Ariadne’s suffering her father continually sends gifts which she
shares with the boardinghouse owners: cases of port, cases of eggs, even a
whole ham. Once he sends her a coveted wristwatch watch which she pawns to help
pay her room and board. Alphonse misses Ariadne’s 13th birthday—the
day he promised to shower her with gifts. Instead he sends a box of chocolates
and a letter. This is truly Ariadne’s saddest childhood memory. And this, by
far, is not the end of Ariadne’s horrendous journey.
How
did Ariadne survive, most of the time alone in countries where she didn’t speak
the language? How did she manage to school herself and teach herself so many
languages? Along the way Ariadne meets good people who befriend her when she
thinks things can’t get any worse. She calls it God’s grace. Perhaps her
personality attracted kind-hearted souls because in every situation she
eventually finds someone to befriend her and take her to their hearts. Ariadne
had one horrific childhood. But little “Ja-hassra”,
survived to emerge triumphant out of an enigmatic labyrinth.
This is a marvelous book—the best one I’ve read all year. Unfortunately it’s out of print but can be found occasionally on Amazon. I hope you get the chance to read it someday.
